2 Timothy 4:6-8. 6For I am already being poured out as a drink offering, and the time of my departure has come. 7I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith. 8Henceforth there is laid up for me the crown of righteousness, which the Lord, the righteous judge, will award to me on that day, and not only to me but also to all who have loved his appearing.
Do you have any last words?
This is the question that is asked of those who are about to be executed. For Paul, his “famous last words” come here in 2 Timothy 4. This is the last chapter of the last letter written by Paul.
If you were going to depart today what would your last words be? Would your final words be full of regret and disappointment? Guilt and shame? Or could they be a declaration of a life well lived for Christ and from Christ? Would you be able to say with Paul I have fought the good fight? I have finished the race? I have kept the faith?
You might be thinking that these three “deathbed” confessions sound a bit prideful. “I have…I have…I have…” Is Paul being self-centered? And, of course, if anyone is allowed to be self-centered it’s Paul, right? Not me for sure. And probably not you.
But self-righteousness is not what Paul has in mind here at all. He’s not priding himself on his own abilities or looking forward to a reward that he has somehow earned or deserved. How do we know? How do we know that here at the end of his life Paul hasn’t suddenly forgotten God’s grace? Because of what he calls himself in verse 6 – a poured-out drink offering. When the Old Testament priest poured out the cup of wine onto the ground before the Lord, or when one of King David’s mighty men secured for him a cup of water from behind enemy lines, and then David poured it out before the Lord, these offerings did nothing to earn or deserve this holy distinction. They didn’t outperform the other cups of wine or water. They were chosen by grace, held by grace, and poured out by grace.
Paul’s confession in verse seven is not pride, it’s faith in the unmerited favor of God. Let’s break it down a bit:
I have fought the good fight – This is a sports metaphor. Literally “I have contested in the good contest.” Or, I was in the good race. By God’s grace, he let me enter into the marathon of the good life in Christ.
I have finished the race – Notice Paul doesn’t say how fast he ran the marathon, or what position he finished in, or who he outran, just “God let me run, and I ran to the end.” Whether running, walking, crawling, or being carried, did you die with your faith still in place? That’s what matters.
I have kept the faith – This was a common phrase in Paul’s day. A runner that kept the faith played by the rules. He didn’t cheat or cut corners. Paul never diverted from his faith in the gospel.
Christian, what about you? Will you trust the grace of Christ’s indwelling life until the end of your own life? Will you look forward with all hope to receiving the crown of Christ’s righteous life? Will you live a life filled with perfect love and peace, and poured out in perfect love and praise?
To Live is Christ is a marathon. A grace race that we faithfully run ’til the end. By grace we are in the race, by grace we run the race, and by grace, we will finish the race. Will you keep the faith in God’s amazing grace until the final day? I pray you will.
You: What do you imagine your last words will be?
You in Christ: How does knowing we are in Christ allow us to keep running the grace race?
Christ in you: Where do you need to stop comparing yourself to others today and just love the appearing of Christ instead?
To Live is Christ 